I'm not going to lie. I am just going through the motions with this cycle. I know I should be positive, and you will all be great at supporting me and cheering me on, but I feel like I have nothing else to give of myself to this.
I am just getting over the flu (well maybe it was a bad cold) so I'm feeling pretty run down.
I was on the birth control pill for three months prior to this cycle. The good news is that it did calm my endo down, so if I don't get pregnant and finally throw down the towel with this whole getting pregnant thing, I will probably go back on it and at least have some relief with that.
My RE has me on 300 IU Gonal F, and 150 IU Menopur. Here's a shot of my meds for this cycle. The new company that took over my old one doesn't cover fertility meds. Cha-ching! $500 a day into my belly while stimming.
Got to get to work. Miss you ladies... :)
xoxo
I wish you all the luck. It's my job to peruse infertility blogs every once in awhile for an egg bank and I see both sides, the exhaustion, frustrating, hand wringing to heaven; and then I've seen the unbelievable joy people have when they succeed. I hope that someday that will be yours.
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